Oh my heart is in a strange place. Full of discontentment. I am making life changes and I'm hungry for more. I want to live somewhere new. Somewhere warm and beautiful. I long for sunshine and nature and green. This place I call home lately has nothing to offer me but cold, grey, and white. My recent vacation in Florida reminded me that there are more beautiful places in this world that I have yet to experience. So does that mean I pick up everything and change? Or do I find contentment in where I have been placed, and use these beautiful places as somewhat of a release and a place to look foreward to? I feel that I am young and have the whole world at my feet. If I want to study abroad, I can study abroad. So what do I do? I am just so tired. I just sent in my application to Ohio State and I'm questioning if this is where I really want to spend the next 3 years or so. What I need is a reason to get away. My heart is open.
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