catharsis

Hi, i'm Ashley. I haven't been here in awhile. To be honest, I've quite thoroughly forgotten about this, and perhaps haven't needed it quite so much as a few months ago. As I just read through my past posts I'm noticing a pattern. I come here to complain. I guess I don't have too much to complain about lately. I mean there's always something. Okay, I take it back...there's a lot. I guess i'm trying to not think too much about these things. Emotionally, though, I'm well. Summer has this effect on me. And I am finally BUSY. It's so wonderful. Camping trips, lake houses, white water rafting, new friends, and Florida! So so so fun. Fireworks were yesterday and that was lovely. Summer has truly healed my heart. What I need now is some blessings for my family. Financially and medically. My poor mother just will not get better. She deserves SO much better in this life. She has done nothing but sacrifice for others and she finds herself practically bedridden. It breaks my heart. Other than that I am getting down to business with school and getting through life quite swimmingly! I can't get enough of this love affair with life.